Kiedy byłem dzieckiem, obserwowałem kierowców autobusów, marząc o byciu za kółkiem. Teraz miałem się dowiedzieć, jak to jest być kierowcą autobusu. W jednej chwili wpatrywałem się w czerwony dwupokładowy autobus, a w następnej skoczyłem na pokład. To było dziecinnie proste....
When I as a child, I'd watched bus drivers in ave, dreaming to be behind the wheel. Now I was about to find out how it is to be a bus driver. One minute I was just staring at a red double-decker bus, the next I jumped aboard. It was as easy as pie. I started pressing all the buttons until I found the master switch and got the engine started. It was wrong but it gave me such a rush.
Wyjaśnienie konstrukcji used to I didn't use to think of the consequences. As a teenager, everything I did was on impulse. I'd been living with adoptive parents since I was thirteen and a year later I'd fallen in with the wrong gang. They taught me how to steal, and soon I was hot-wiring cars with them.
It felt brilliant, and after a while I'd take cars by myself, just for the fun of it. The idea of taking double-decker buses was like moving up to the next level for me, a new novelty, more risky but more challenging, too.
Driving them out of the depot was a breeze, surprisingly simple. You could say I was a natural. I used to take them out for a spin around Christchurch, where I was living at the time. I'd drive them at such speed that people waiting at the bus stops wouldn't even try to flag them down, they just looked confused; it was obvious something was awry.
They didn't realise at the depot that the buses where missing until days afterwards when I'd ditched them at roadsides. At one point I was taking two or three a day. Even then, I craved a bigger thrill, so I moved on to lorries.
I got a job working in a warehouse and one evening I looked in one of the boxes in the office and found all the keys – each one with the registration number attached. I drove one to London. It was huge – a 37ft-long, 22-tonne juggernaut, and I enjoyed driving it. I abandoned it somewhere in the city. At the warehouse they had no idea who'd taken it, so I didn't lose my job.
Lorries couldn't replace the buzz of driving buses, though, and soon after I took another one. This time the police spotted it was stolen and drove after me. I knew I had a choice – I could pretend I was in Speed and put my foot down or accept reality and give in. I must have had some sense because I pulled over and they arrested me. I went to court and got a suspended sentence, but went straight back to taking buses afterwards.
A few weeks later, the last time I took a bus, I drove to my mate's in Portland. He couldn't believe it when I pulled up outside his house and beeped the horn. The bus stayed outside his house until I drove it home.
I knew then I couldn't get away with it for much longer, that I'd get caught for good. On the way back from Portland, I was driving along the motorway and crashed into a lorry. Thankfully, the driver escaped unscathed, but I wasn't so lucky. I lost my spleen, appendix and also fractured my ribs.
When the police arrived, they realised the bus had been stolen. I woke up from my daze in hospital and was taken into custody. I was sentenced to four years in prison. I served two and a half years – that was a wake-up call. I used the time to take educational courses and used every opportunity to work, from cleaning the toilets to recycling rubbish and working in the laundry.
Więcej o stronie bierniej passive voice I was told I had a tremendous work ethic and I felt happy only when I was active. Having a mentor who supports me has also been an enormous help. He has given my life stability, something I never had as a child.
I'd never dream of going back to my old life. I've had enough of prison and certainly don't have any more impulses to steal a bus. I'm a different person, I follow a new set of rules. I'll always regret what I did, but my life had no meaning back then. I know there are no excuses, but at 18 I felt I was in a trap, with no choices.
Now I have a flat, a job in a department store and I live with my fiancee and her six year old son. I'm 26 now and my life is back on track. I'm happy to be living in the slow lane.